15h May 2011

Always a mixed day the 15th........... 5 years today the girls where born and 5 years today I had the stroke that kicked off all this mess.......... mixed emotional day.

Aw trace..I totally understand where you are coming from on this one. I love and hate my kids birthday for the same reason

Yeah my beautiful children arrived and are much loved
are a
Boo the anniversary of a life changing event that left me debilitated and not the Mum I had hoped to be for children.

They are very forgiving of my failings though and I try to be the best I can for them. You are a fabulous Mum Tracey.
In many ways I think I am a more patient person and less likely to stress about the small things due to my condition.

Jane

Thanks hunny - it has been an odd day - but each year it gets better.

We have had a really nice quiet day - everyone has been chilled - we given went out for dinner and its been a nice stress free day. The house is a total mess, but like you say, its small stuff - everyone is happy and the mess will be there again tomorrow - it can wait lol